Saturday, June 28, 2008

bedtime ramblings again

failing to write for the zillionth time, i just decide to blurt out whatever before i sleep. Someone once told me that it works great with me ...
I'm dissatisfied ... and i feel totally clueless about what's going on around me ...
The things i believe in never seize to let me down ...
The things and people who used to make and give sense are changing into the total opposite ...
I feel like i'm drifting away ... not from one person ... but from everything i knew and used to take for granted ... and i feel like i'm in this new, dark and really lonely place...
take a deep breath ... and breathe life into your chest ...
take a deep breath ... and think ... no strike that ... take a deep breath and feel it ... rest your head ... give your brain a break
take a deep breath ... and ignore how much it hurts ...
take a deep breath ... it will all be over soon ... and i assure u it wouldn't be anything close to anything u ever wanted or planned ... just ...
take a deep breath ... the bottom is near ...
take a deep breath ... it will all disappear ...




and i'm sorry

1 comment:

Dr.invisible said...

The isolation u feel from ur mood that's all

I guess we put ourselves in that dark corner by our own will

Sometimes u feel that u can not deal wiz any of ur frnds nd they r terrible or somthng but i guess it is a reflection of our mood (tab3an da in case if there is nothing wrong wiz ur frnds)

I like the way u comfort urself coz at the end of the day it is urself wiz u :))

Hope ur better now