some people do know how to make you miserable!

Happy Birthday?

As my present to you on this wonderful birthday, I am gonna make you hate everything you are, and put your dreams at imminent risk. I'm gonna make you hate everything that's dear to you and regret every choice you made.
On your birthday i'm gonna teach you not to care and not to appreciate, and be the person you always dreamed of ... what's one more birthday to your 5 continuous streak?

WAIT!! is it really 5 or more??! for some reason i don't remember ... but then again maybe that's a good thing for a change ...

have a wonderful birthday darling ... enjoy it like all the rest ....

Patience

Patience is seriously one of the virtues anyone can have. Over the past week i've been trying to have as much of that as possible ... and things continuously try to make me go over the line. And it's still not helping.
Some alarming things are re-occurring and i'm seriously not happy. I can even go as far as say that i haven't been on this particular edge for years... and this is seriously not good.
Once again, it takes two to TANGO and i shouldn't care about group matters on my own... let's hope i still have some more of that patience orelse i'll just blow this thing for good and byebye...




i feel like destroying something ....

when life demonstrates to you for the hundredth time that all the things you're counting on to make you feel better are not so quite successful or useful then maybe you should learn to fucking shut up and keep things to yourself

Shipped High In Transport

For the past 6 weeks now ... i've been pressured more than i have ever been in my whole life. A zillion things to do, and a thousand expectations to meet up with, and zero appreciation for it ... and no time what so ever to just do it.

A few disappointing enlightenments along the way were a bit hurtful ... all i can say is i'm dying to get out of here.

I have work on weekends that requires travelling ... i have classes on some mornings midweek .. family obligations are increasing in the evenings ... not to mention errands for my own future .... and i'm just sick of this empty cycle ... i need an outcome

yekhreb beet elly lo2mel el 3eesh bete3melo fel wa7ed sa3aat!

Painful Question

You see a small, injured living creature ... let's say a kitten ... thrown against the sidewalk and obviously dying. What would you do?
a) totally ignore it
b) put her in a safe place on the side so nothing else would run over it
c) kill it to ease its pain
d) other (please specify)