The trick about this period in my life is that i can't really make a judgement about it. Inside i feel better, yet on a more practical level both it and i just suck. I can't get my act together in just about anything. I still don't study, I don't do anything right and still keep burdening myself with more. Am i turning into someone who's just runninq after the joys of life? Why am i not caring about the consequences despite having them on my mind all the time? Why can't i function based on what i think is important? Or are my priorities all screwed up? Or is it that i'm sub-conciously pressuring myself cause i can't seam to function except under pressure? In all cases, I am just becoming more and more tired.
I'm tired of how fast my head is moving, sometimes too fast for me to grasp my own thoughts. Is this why i can't seem to express myself in writing? I mean i seam to be doing well here so far but i'm writing on my visor and this thing is too slow so it's forcing me to slow down :)
howa dal daya3 elly beyetkallemo 3aleeh?
TBC
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have you ever been blamed...and called childish just for the mere fact of being optimistic? maybe it's part of growing up? the fac that everything should suck?
sara..as in saye7
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