Thanks for your voice of wisdom, it's really appreciated.
I'm sorry you were alarmed by the negativity in this blog. However, it's normal that you find that it has too much complaints. The purpose of it actually is to just vent the negative side out so i can focus and function in my real (non-cyber) world.
So don't be alarmed, there are other better sides of me that you won't find out through this blog ... unfortunately the only things that get here are the ickiest and the worst.
thanks for passing by, and more negativity coming up your way soon :P