Tuesday, March 31, 2009

I'm an addict

I'm an addict to all that makes me feel the rush
I'm an addict to everything i shouldn't do
and i'm suffering from serious withdrawal effects
I've been busy setting my life straight
it's very overwhelming
and it's tiring only because it's defferent
and it hits me how some people's honest suggestions that i rejected so much might actually be true
weakness, however not wrong, is not a good thing
yet another thing i need to overcome and face
i've never been accustomed to self control before
in fact i suck at it
but some things have to change

p.s. this post has NOTHING whatsoever to do with anykind of substance abuse ... just in case any of you is getting any kind of smart ideas

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