I DON"T BELIEVE YOU!!

denial

He writes,
his breathing's heavy
his eyes feel puffy
it's like he's been crying for hours
the only difference is he hasn't even shed one tear
he's been waking up with this feeling for quite some time now
he grows impatience with what he's writing
he moves back a little and takes a look at all the gibberish on his page and thinks:



"this can't be me ... "

Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel ...










... is just a freight train coming your way!



~ Metallica

More On the New License Plates

So I was joining a close friend of mine on getting his new car licensed (mabrook yaad). And we actually had to pay our way out of getting the plates being distributed that day.

After all, i don't think anyone would want to have his rear tagged with those 3 letters for life!





My Apologies to all the hafa2aat roaming the streets of Cairo :)




oh and my friend managed to finally get a ي ف أ so congratulations dude on escaping being a big wine-red hafa2 :)

My Own Summer

Hey You
Big Star
Tell Me When It's Over

Cause I'm Through
When the 2
Hits the 6
And it's summer

Come Cloud
Shove
The Sun
Aside

The Shade
Is The Tool
The Device
The Savior

See i Try
To Look Up
To The Sky
But My Eyes Burn

Come Cloud
Shove
The Sun
Aside

There's no crowds in the Streets
And No Sun
In My Own Summer

Come Cloud
Shove
The Sun
Aside



~ Deftones ~ My Own Summer

OK, my discomfort is reaching hazardous levels!

and it's still getting even more cold and distant for my liking.

and i'm sick of trying to light this bonfire on my own.

in fact i don't think i should even try anymore.

over'n'out

Freezing!

I feel like i'm back in the Ice Age again. All the cold, and distance. And i just can't stand it. I'm trying to ignore it but it just keeps making me feel like $hit!!

Am i just trying too hard? But i don't wanna try any less? then why the fuck do i have to be made to feel stupid for even considering the thought of trying?!!

And again, i don't feel like explaining myself about it because i've done that like a kazillion times before. And i'm pretty damn sure i won't be understood so i'll be back to my dark square one again.

Maybe i'm blowing this way out of proportion. JUST MAYBE!!!!!!

i hope i am