Ayy-DC

so i'm finally on my way to becoming a SCUBA Instructor. I'm spending 12 hour in class everyday (including weekends), i'm living on caffeine and nicotine. And i have a flu that gets worse everyday (no wonder why).
I'm awfully in love and am in a constant state of missing and longing.
And as i'm masterful at always putting myself in such a situation. I'm super short on time.
I CAN do this!
Kov now go pass out.

"And the fluffy white lines
That the airplane leaves behind
Are drifting right in front
Of the waning of the moon" ~ Cake

This was taken from their track "Comfort Eagle" ... And i never noticed how beautiful this thing actually is before i saw it for myself yesterday. And it made me wonder. How come i've never noticed those lines ever at night???!!!

Morning Metaphors

el kateena lessa mra77ala - الكتينة لسة مرحّلة

Socialist USA?

I read this post on hareega's blog and it struck me how we're going on the same exact track ... only that everything he fears would happen there has already happened here... but not for socialist reasons, for the benefit on a few MF's on top...

and now they even wanna SELL the country ... literally ...

3ala ra2y Insomniac .... bala waksa


N.B. please read Hareega's post here

And Finally

Ladies and gents... as of today ... i'm Finally ... a bashmo-fucking-handess (a.k.a engi-fucking-neer)!!!!

College Update

well ... it's clear that college wants to leave its mark on me even though i'm hopefully leaving it soon! i've been asking about my results over and over the past period since the beginning of the month and each time they tell me to come see the next day ... i got tired and thought i'd just sit back and go when i hear it came out. i sent this message on the student forum asking if anyone heard anything and got this reply:

سالت اول امبارح السبت فى شئون الطلبة قالولى لسه ، قلتلهم امتى يعنى قالولى ميعرفوش
روحت لوكيل الكلية ، هو اللى ماسك الكنترول قالى لسه
فى واحد عند الوكيل قالى ان شاء الله هتطلع الشهر ده فى حدود اسبوعين او 10 ايام عشان الوكيل هيطلع حج فلازم يطلع النتيجة قبل ما يسافر



No Comment!

hmmm

Sometimes i hate waiting. Probably cause it gets me to question WHY? and what got me to wait? Should i wait? And what the hell it is that i'm doing.
On a premature scale of judgement, this just doesn't feel right!

Dear Mr. Panadol, Thank YOU!!!

Historical Question: Did the guy who invented this amazing drug get a Nobel Prize??? He SHOULD!!!

late night insomniac numbness

he still can't sleep ... and he's getting all obsessive about the weirdest shit again. tonight's obsession is numbness. The feeling of numbness and the feeling of the blood rushing back to where it was just deprived from going. He numbing his arms, and hands on purpose, and enjoying it everytime. In face, his fingers are numb typing this post you're reading write now... the numbness is gone, then he stops writing and numbs it up all over again ... and types with the keys tickling his numb fingers...
how could something so repulsive to most people just feel that great if you look at it closer?

Welcome Back Insomnia

For the past three days i reach this stage when i'm too tired i can't move, look into any light even that of my computer screen, and still i can't sleep!

UGH!

Interesting ...

So something got me to go reading through my OWN blog today ... and I came across this post and realized something. In almost a month, everything i was hoping for in this post I actually did! Maybe my life isn't as fruitless as i think after all ...
Hope the same happens with the more important issues in my life :P (can never give myself the satisfaction can I?)

Late Night Randomness

• Why does google send me a notification when i comment on my OWN blog?? shouldn't i know that i have just done that???
• same with comments by ME on other people's blogs that i follow!

• I'm starting to develope a sense of acceptance towards my typos :D they're getting more hillarious every day ... maybe i'll start another blog especially to document them :D
• i'm still in love!
  

MY HEROIN!!!

So ka3boora and i have covered extreme mileage over the past 24 hours :D
Heliopolis - shorook - 6 october city - alexandria road toll station - dream land - 6 october city - downtown - shorook - heliopolis - dream land - 6 october city - dream land - heliopolis ...

AAAAAAAAAND that included some offroading!!! i was coming back from magaahel el ma waraa2 al kobry when i though me7war would be hell ... and so would midan el remaaya ... and i heard from some special person that there's this little unpaved road between Fayoum road and the beginning of the ring road from the other side ... so i thought i'd give it a shot!!!!

Was scary as hell!!!! but, i don't think i had so much fun and so much adrenaline in me for a LOOOONG time :D damn that was fun!!!!!!

ka3boora ... i love you more and more
baba ... thanks for teaching me some techniques that saved me day despite you not noticing it
A ... i just hope all is worth it :)


Feeling: Like a person in Love
Listening to: nothing at all :D

SELL MY SOUL FOR ANYTHING ... ANYTHING BUT YOU!!!
I wanna Live ...
I wanna Love ...
But it's a long hard road out of hell






I'm still hooked to this Manson track!!!