Yesterday was one of the most emotional/action-filled days i've ever had in my life. On a whole lot of levels, and all i can say is الحمد لله
I usually am one of the people who fail to look at the bright side in tragedies or bad incidents but in yesterday's case i'm thankful. Thankful my friends are ok, thankful for having such friends, and thankful for the thing we have together... i don't think i could've had it if i had a brother my age.
On other levels, i think i'm finally coming into peace with certain issues in my life finally ... i hope all stay that way.
الحمد لله
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Friday, September 26, 2008
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
An Actual Conversation I Had Today
i dunno why i'm posting this ... i can't seam to even be surprised by it but this is an actual conversation that happened with me and one of my best buddies today
Him: Kov, Sa7eb!!!
me: huh?
Him: You need a girl in your life!
me: Is that true!
Him: I'm not kidding, ana 7assak keda ba2eet 3alatool ma7'noo2.
me: that's not only because of loneliness but it's about a shitload of things going wrong in my life, and you know that.
Him: still, you need a girl. With all the shit that's going on, you need something good to make you happy.
me: So it's like a piece of merchandise i buy from a supermarket or something?
Him: No, but you're capable of hooking up!!
me: So you want me to hook up with someone just to make me feel better?
Him: w eh ya3ny?
me: i'm not really approving of the concept of hooking up just for the heck of it ... it just doesn't feel right.
Him: leeh manta el tabee3y betsa7eb
me: 7abeeby, ana 3omry masa7ebt unless i felt something serious, or had a serious intention about it ... i know that's hard for you to believe
Him: ok fine, but it's not like you're gonna be fooling somebody, if it's clear for both of you that you're just making each other feel better w betsattefo ba3d on the short term then it's ok ...
me: huh?!
Him: ok fine, i mean even if you're just aiming at something serious. Keep your eyes open for it
me: who said my eyes are closed? It's not like i'm not willing. I just can't find a suitable person ... plus maba2aash feyya dmaa3' wala taaqa lel ta7weer wel tazbeet wel araf da uslan
Him: Sa7eb!!
me: !!!
Thing is ... that's not the first time one of my friends brings that subject up in the same exact way ... which makes me wonder, what the hell is the impression i'm giving out??!
Him: Kov, Sa7eb!!!
me: huh?
Him: You need a girl in your life!
me: Is that true!
Him: I'm not kidding, ana 7assak keda ba2eet 3alatool ma7'noo2.
me: that's not only because of loneliness but it's about a shitload of things going wrong in my life, and you know that.
Him: still, you need a girl. With all the shit that's going on, you need something good to make you happy.
me: So it's like a piece of merchandise i buy from a supermarket or something?
Him: No, but you're capable of hooking up!!
me: So you want me to hook up with someone just to make me feel better?
Him: w eh ya3ny?
me: i'm not really approving of the concept of hooking up just for the heck of it ... it just doesn't feel right.
Him: leeh manta el tabee3y betsa7eb
me: 7abeeby, ana 3omry masa7ebt unless i felt something serious, or had a serious intention about it ... i know that's hard for you to believe
Him: ok fine, but it's not like you're gonna be fooling somebody, if it's clear for both of you that you're just making each other feel better w betsattefo ba3d on the short term then it's ok ...
me: huh?!
Him: ok fine, i mean even if you're just aiming at something serious. Keep your eyes open for it
me: who said my eyes are closed? It's not like i'm not willing. I just can't find a suitable person ... plus maba2aash feyya dmaa3' wala taaqa lel ta7weer wel tazbeet wel araf da uslan
Him: Sa7eb!!
me: !!!
Thing is ... that's not the first time one of my friends brings that subject up in the same exact way ... which makes me wonder, what the hell is the impression i'm giving out??!
Monday, September 22, 2008
Status Update
Kov is currently working to convert one of his favorite hobbies to something serious :)
oh and he suffers from extreme hypo tension everyday starting 9:30pm :/
wish me enough luck to make you guys read good news pretty soon :)
oh and he suffers from extreme hypo tension everyday starting 9:30pm :/
wish me enough luck to make you guys read good news pretty soon :)
Friday, September 19, 2008
Dear Nickie
I love you, and i love you with all my heart. I'm grateful for you beyond imagination. I'm thanking you for giving me the first genuine feeling of joy since as far as i can remember. and i'm also thanking everyone who helped me get it, especially monmon :)
- Metallica's new album sucks ... again
- I'm taking a break from taking new pics and trying to organize the shitload i already have so that i would come up with a good collection suitable for anything, and to analyze everything so that i could take it to the next level
- I'm contemplating buying one of those swivel flashs
- I need Ramadan to end 3ashan a treat ka3boora to a major fixup
- I need to go Diving, hopefully by mid-October
- I MADE A BOUNTY KILL ON MOBWARS AND NOW I'm FREAKIN RICH!!!!
- I'm both anxious and relieved at the same time
- I miss my late night drive with the top down
- I miss late night conversations about nothing
- I need to witness a total solar eclipse before i die!!
- I am addicted to minty SevenUp ... and i make my own now :)
- I'm still looking for conc cherry syrup to make my own cherry coke too :P
Still listening to Echoplex
- I'm taking a break from taking new pics and trying to organize the shitload i already have so that i would come up with a good collection suitable for anything, and to analyze everything so that i could take it to the next level
- I'm contemplating buying one of those swivel flashs
- I need Ramadan to end 3ashan a treat ka3boora to a major fixup
- I need to go Diving, hopefully by mid-October
- I MADE A BOUNTY KILL ON MOBWARS AND NOW I'm FREAKIN RICH!!!!
- I'm both anxious and relieved at the same time
- I miss my late night drive with the top down
- I miss late night conversations about nothing
- I need to witness a total solar eclipse before i die!!
- I am addicted to minty SevenUp ... and i make my own now :)
- I'm still looking for conc cherry syrup to make my own cherry coke too :P
Still listening to Echoplex
Thursday, September 18, 2008
On the irony of being human
Sometimes i'm just truck by the endless stupidity of human thought. Especially when it comes to justifying conflicts and actions we take towards other people. Somehow, both sides are never at fault, and when they are and willing to admit, it's always also the other person's fault for putting themselves in that situation in the first place.
Like you can break someone's heart, you wouldn't consider yourself at fault, and when it comes to hit you that you might have done something wrong, then it's also the other person's fault cause their heart is so breakable!!!
interesting ....
Disclaimer: This is not my soul opinion, but you have no idea how many people agreed to this idea throughout my conversation over the past few days .... i'm ....errr... intrigued?
Like you can break someone's heart, you wouldn't consider yourself at fault, and when it comes to hit you that you might have done something wrong, then it's also the other person's fault cause their heart is so breakable!!!
interesting ....
Disclaimer: This is not my soul opinion, but you have no idea how many people agreed to this idea throughout my conversation over the past few days .... i'm ....errr... intrigued?
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