Wednesday, February 13, 2008

JEMMANIA

well ... the girl does have a few nice songs ... they're just really soothing ...
i actually owe it to her that i feel good especially with how the past 24 hours have been. I guess someone was right when they said music affected me too much.
Today I've been working on my project the whole day ... lets just say i was working and the project was not :( ... so i came up with the conclusion that i would start things from scratch ... that meaning that i even would not work and start reading about it all over again ... and my project partner somehow assigned me as team leader ... and is seeking me for advice although i'm more ignorant than she will ever be!!! good thing is ... it's my last year with computers... hopefully ...
gee why can't i stop thinking or similarities in the wrongest of times...

so back to what i was saying ... in the midst of all this ... this track really cheeered me up along the way ... first it caught my attention as a nice tune as i was driving around today ... then when i focused more i liked it even more ... makes a great background to whatever you do too :)

song of the day ladies and gents is yet another JEM track and it's called : THEY

Monday, February 11, 2008

24

Song of the day ... the most amazing track i've heard in quite a while:
Jem ~ 24
will send it off on the group tomorrow

24
Been given 24 hours
to tie up loose ends
to make amends
His eyes said it all
I started to fall
and the silence deafened
Head spinning round
no time to sit down
just wanted to
run and run and run
Be careful they say
don't wish life away,
now I've one day

And I can't believe
How I've been wasting my time

In 24 hours they'll be
laying flowers
on my life, it's over tonight
I'm not messing no I
need your blessing
and your promise to live free
please do it for me

Is there a heaven a hell
and will I come back
who can tell
Now I can see
what matters to me
it's as clear as crystal
The places I've been
the people I've seen
plans that I made
start to fade
The sun's setting gold
thought I would grow old,
it wasn't to be

And I can't believe
How I've been wasting my time

In 18 hours they'll be
laying flowers
on my life, it's over tonight
I'm not messing no I
need your blessing
and your promise to live free
please do it for me

In 13 hours they'll be
laying flowers
on my life, it's over tonight
I'm not messing no I
need your blessing
and your promise to live free
Please do it for me

I'm not alone, I sense it, I sense it
All that I said, I meant it, I meant it

And I can't believe
How much I've wasted my time

In just 8 hours they'll be
laying flowers
on my life, it's over tonight
I'm not messing no I
need your blessing
and your promise to live free
please do it for me

In just 1 hour they'll be
laying flowers
on my life, it's over tonight
I'm not messing no I
need your blessing
and your promise to live free
please do it for me

Sunday, February 10, 2008

I HAVE AN EXAM IN 3 HOURS ... AND THANKS TO A SERIES OF REALLY DUMB INCIDENTS ... I HAVEN'T SLEPT AT ALL!!!
THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO MADE THIS NIGHT MISERABLY SLEEPLESS!!!
ESPECIALLY THE ONE WHO WOKE ME UP ON MY CELL TO TELL ME SOMETHING SHE ALREADY WROTE ON MY MSN!!!

DUH!!!!

OH AND GOOD LUCK TO ME :)

Friday, February 8, 2008

In Order To Make An Omlette, You Have Got To Break Some Eggs

Thanks Tyler ...
It's good getting one of the most inspirational quotes to you from a fictional character in a movie in which he didn't even exist.

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Dear Ghazza/Hamas people

You get under siege, and we open up OUR country to get you food.
You break in with cars and make riots.
They cut off electricity and oil from you.
So we let you in, yet i never see someone returning with cartons other than those of cigarettes and potato chips.
We allow you in so that you won't starve, and you use that to arrange for some suicide attack in a mall, and not just that, you announce it clearly you got through to the Israeli side from the Egyptian borders.
so much for gratitude!
and the little cherry on top of the pie is ... you shoot 45 Egyptian soldiers on the border!

Obviously you people are abusing what is not even yours. We try to help and this is what we get?
I'm feeling extremely sorry for the other poor people that are equated to you when they're also called Palestinians. And that's all I'll say about the matter.
If I open my country to save the Palestinians and this is what they do, then they definitely don't wanna be saved, and agreeing with D, i don't have a reason to want them in my country any more.

I apologize for any Palestinians reading this. I apologize to all the Palestinians i know (including my cousins). This is not targeted against you in particular, but you have to agree with me that what's happening is unfair!

Monday, February 4, 2008

Today

Today is a really interesting day ... i started studying electronic circuits for the third year in a row (hope i pass it this time).
Today marks my maybe 100th attempt to quit smoking.
Today marks the first day in a loooong while in which i wakeup feeling better about myself.
Despite all that, i'm still craving beer. and alot of other things i quit a year ago.
Maybe it's my subconscious searching for other things to get hooked on if i'm not smoking...

anyways ... i hope my quitting lasts more than three days this time :P

Sunday, February 3, 2008

I wrote a big fat long entry here and i just clicked Ctrl+A ... Delete

I decided all i was writing was crap. I was ranting on about how i faced this and that and now i'm rebelling and not taking it and blablablabla ... then i thought... my God this looks so fucking familiar i can just shoot myself!
I keep saying i'm not gonna repeat this and i do ... i keep saying i'm not gonna make the same mistakes again and i find myself doing it ... why the hell am i so fucking weak?!
I decided it's just enough of this crap ... if you can't force yourself to do it ... then force the situation so that you're forced into doing it ... because you're compelled to.

NO MORE DOORMATS!

and yes i've written and done this a zillion times ... and yes somehow it's a never ending cycle ... ironically i'm doing it again because of another cycle ... but then again ... what the fuck! take me to the dry cleaners for this stain just doesn't wanna go away...

BBB!